Nothing too extraordinary about Wednesday. I went to work,did normal work stuff, then picked up my younger siblings and made some dinner.
Hit a road block with my “trying to spend a year in positivity” when my sister and I fought about my post from yesterday and other things. I ended up leaving in a huff to pick up my siblings from the house. So I am still trying to live a positive life but I know it won’t be easy and things will still bug me.
Anyways, after yesterday, I have decided to try and return to just recounting my day(sorry I’m so boring) and random thoughts. I didn’t want to start a fight and ended up arguing with 3 of my sisters. One of which, never takes time to enter my life unless it is to try to console me about stuff my dad has said/done(solidarity is easy when you’re never around!) or to admonish me for something. All I am going to say it that I am OK with what I did/said. Maybe it didn’t make a difference to anyone but I just have hit the point where I am tired of the fake people and I am tired of smiling through church when I feel nothing. I love God, I love people, and until I can find a place that believes that I will just roll right along. All I want in this world is for my family to be happy and healthy, for people to stop thinking this is the way to save people
and finally this:
Maybe I am asking too much but I will try and keep being positive and trying to love everyone with no strings attached.